Courts I'm in the same boat. And also since '08. My "H" denies any OW yet has changed all passwords and has locked his phone. He moved out in March and it was back to square one for me. Except this time I'm pregnant. He's been turning to alcohol and teenage behavior and I'm beginning to get sick of it. Now he's suddenly Into wanting a huge tattoo on his back which he said he'd never do bc he's into bodybuilding. Now look. Anyway, you're not alone. Some days I want to begin from scratch and try to save my M and other days I wan to throw in the towel. I understand your pain and confusion.
M:28 H:30 DD-9| DD-7| Baby- Due 11/10 T-14 | M-8
10/08- Bomb 4/09- Failed attempt at Marriage Fitness Program 3/10- WH moved out. 7/10- Informed me he's filing in Aug