Ehh... you messed up. You're not the first, and you won't be the last.
The important thing is not to keep focusing on the regret. Go ahead and feel that if you must (and you must at first). The important thing is this is actually a gift.
You are learning something that can make you a better man, and that's the best gift you can possibly get. Be grateful for this lesson and learn from it.
M-47,W-40,No kids D-filed 5/27/2010 Piecing - 10/21/2010 -=Soon to be banned=-