Thank you, VH. I was feeling quite defeated tonight and your post made me feel a little better. I'm in a funk about all this stuff I seem to be doing wrong. Kinda like, am I ever going to get a break? Am I ever going to do it right?

It didn't help that H was like a blog of nothing at preschool tonight. He's so checked out and I feel beaten up. Know how sometimes you just don't know why you are fighting?

I have a special trip for DD and I tomorrow. We're going to the botancial gardens and she's going to look for turtles. I hope it clears my mind a little bit. I hate feeling this way, it's just not me.

Me: 34
H: 34
DD: 3
M: 8 yrs
H moved out Oct. 2008, "not happy" "don't know what I want" "will always love you, but not in love with you"
PA Bomb: April 5, 2010