I have not chimed in here for a while as the advice has been phenomenal but I know this is a tough day. I will offer this.
The day will pass just as all the other days of the year and the pain will fade.
CD, the sun will rise again tomorrow and you will wake up and be alive.
And it will happen again the next day and the day after that.
Now is not the time to act or do anything, do not make decisions, take no actions, DO NOTHING.
GIVE THIS TIME.......I cannot tell you this enough.
It was the first thing I said to you when I started posting to you and it is the constant in everyone's situation no matter the outcome.
CD, let TIME be your friend, not your enemy.
Wonka, the course of action you suggest may be warranted, may not but I do know this for a fact........
It would be foolish to consider anything on a day like today.
CD, As your friend, I support you and send you my thoughts and prayers today. May you find peace and your suffering be brief, you are building character today believe it or not dealing with the emotions of today and coming through on the otherside will make you a stronger person.
It is hard to see from where you are at right now, but I can see it clearly.
You will see it too...........with the passing of TIME.
God Bless ~C
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Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.
