Hey Lost Rabbit,

Thanks for your encouragement, just been super busy with school, work and I took my S on vacation. We went to the Outer Banks in NC for 3 days; seas were rough as Hurricane was heading up the coast.

We had fun it’s just been hard for S. W took S for 2 days on a mini vacation week before, & said he wished daddy was here.

It’s tough case we want him to have a great time and we both planed to do these vacations together, as hard as it was for him I think it was both hard for us. You can just tell what he is feeling based off what he says.

As for the NC it would be great it’s just hard with our S any tips would be great and impending legal stuff!!

Letting go has been tough, but I need to do it. Yes I’m sure there is another lady out there. Even my IC said I should think of going on dates(nothing serious of course) or just to meet another lady(a companion) to get my mind off W.

Although W and I agreed on No Dating or Sex during this process who knows what W is doing while S is gone, & maybe it could be nothing.

For me I don’t think it would be right, but it’s nice to chat with the ladies out at the bars and it stops me from thinking of W and that I’m still got it & attractive.
As always talk later
Thanks Hope