journaling,

had my D5 house open for school this afternoon. Met W and kids there said hello and we walked in together.

I was happy and upbeat, I made some comments about how well the kids are doing this and that.....

W was very quiet, I could sense anger and negativity bur I didnt let it bother me. I took care of business, finding out all the information I needed to for the days I have her for school.

I said good bye to everyone and walked away to get more paper work and W called me back.

She takes out a check I wrote to her and said could you please sign MY NAME. Looking at the check I noticed I just put her frist and last name, not my last name.

It was an honest mistake and this what I told her. It really was. Then she says- "Can you stop playing games."

I looked her right in the eyes and said I wasn't playing and for her to stop thinking about everything I do. Then I just walked away.
I have no desire to play games. I am moving on with my life.
I will always be there for my kids.

I am so glad I am away from all her negativity.

I wish her happiness, what that is for her I have no idea.

Meeting on 9/11 to get this ball rolling.


Bomb 8/09. Brief piecing 12/10. D-2/12
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