This is one of those days when everything seems so hard! Where work is stressful and it all seems so much, and the person I would turn to and vent has left and boy do I want to reach out to him. Last night he didn't even call the kids, guess he and OW were having hot sex. How is that even possible? One month ago I was oblivious to it. Having a pity party and tied to my work that I can't go do anything constructive, cause I need a job! And I got through 2 days without crying. An hour and a half to pull it together before the kids get home and I need to be strong for them. These are the days I want him to hurt as much as me!
Dagny
Me 48, H49, M24, S14, S11 DB #1 4/2002-8/2003 Bomb #2 August 2010 & he moved out Living with OW