Originally Posted By: Doodi
I don't know. The memories are all so tainted right now I can't imagine what it would be like to be in a good R. Ours has never really been healthy and things went downhill even further abut 7 yrs ago. Now I'm just too damaged to hold out hope.

I feel like my choices are either I sacrifice myself (stay) or I sacrifice my kids (go)?

The fog is overwhelming and I'm losing myself. I just want the world to disappear right now. I even want to hide from my kids.


Do you have a support system - friends?

Have you read Why Mars and Venus Collide: Improving Relationships by Understanding How Men and Women Cope Differently with Stress?

You can download it onto your computer from the Amazon site if you can't find a copy locally. I highly recommend it.