I don't want another man. I don't want anything except peace for me and my kids. He's better with them but I don't trust that he will be better with me. I don't know if I ever will trust him. The damage to me is just too farging deep. How do I overcome it? Will I ever, or am I just hopeless.
"I feel like Rocky in the fifteenth round, beaten beyond recognition, when I realize, the only person I've been fighting for is...myself."