Yes, I went through hours of past journals yesterday - my, how horrible it's been. Next is to revisit my old posts here. I have to have something tangible and in writing for the L.
It's hard because I know I feed the problem at times, I sure lost my temper at him the other night in a way I hadn't done in a long time. But I must keep moving forward and not let his Mr. Nice Guy convince me to back down.
