You are a strong lady. Don't forget that. I think a lot of people don't realize how strong they can be. If you keep it in mind, it will do wondersfor your confidence levels.
BTW, strength doesn't mean things aren't hard. It just means you are willing to face it and do the right thing.
Keep it up. You CAN do this.
ADAPT. OVERCOME. IMPROVISE. -Tom Highway
Me: 43 W: 40 S12 & S9 Married 17yrs Together 20yrs