Sorry you find yourself back. It appears that your H never left replay. He is still in it and you are back again. Sorry that he didn't complete his journey. That is something you can not control.
You must detach and relearn the lessons that the LBS should learn in their journey.
Again this is not your fault but you must start from the beginning. There are no shortcuts or easy ways out.
Only one way to climb this mountain. That is straight up and over.
You need to start the climb. One step at a time. If you need the links for the resources I am sure that I can get "cadet" to come post them to you. Just put it down on your thread.
