W and I had a big blow out today. We were fighting over everything. The car is a big issue. She was justifying her a that everybody is doing it these days. I told it does not matter what everybody is doing. It does not make it right. I was hearing so much script from her today.
She was telling me that she has an apartment, so she does not care what happens to her credit. She was saying my credit is bad which it is not.
She was going after me on everything about taking care of the family and so on. She does not take responsibilty for anything.
I did not expect any different from her.
It felt good to let out my feeling that I kept bottled up inside for so long. I will not do that again. I just had nothing to lose, and I did not care anymore. I am going to stick up for myself. I was calling her out on all her crappy behavior.
It just did not seem to make a difference, so it was probably a waste of time. It did help me to feel good to say so many things that needed to be said. I did not DB real good.
ME-41 W-33 M-8 D-8 S-4 D 5/17/2010 www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1961097#Post1961097