So I fianlly have accepted that it is over and I'm really trying to let him go. How do I balance my anger and sadness while living together for..I don't know how long?

Being strong for the kids while he is "working" and looking for that "Rockstar" relationship. Utter craziness. Any help?

Me 40
H 42
S 16
D 15
Together for 23 years
Married 18
Blow up 8/21/10
DBomb-but hiding for the kids sake? 8/25/10