A new beginning to an end

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Now for the legal side of things...: H's L wrote to my L about our mortgage and how if I sign deed over he'll cancel our court hearing next week. Well DUH. That's all he wants. But he stupidly sent over a YEAR-OLD statement. I called on my own and found out H is so lying about what he says he owes. What a nut. My L advised I sign deed over and we'll deal with other support stuff later. I wrote him back telling him to request current info and I am willing to negotiate if a, b, and c... I noticed H's L did not answer one single request my L had for him about what I want/my concerns. Nice, yeah? D is nuts.

I feel the same way about marriage now as you do. Never want that piece of paper ever again. Right now it is hard for me to trust my heart to somebody completely. I am very guarded of my deeper emotions and never want to trust somebody that much ever again so I know exactly how you feel.

Oh I so do love this post. It's how I feel. We are "feeling" twins. LOL. Yes it will take me a looong time to get over this. I can feel it in my bones. Being rejected by your spouse is the biggest cherry of all cherries on top of a massive ice cream.

Most of us here have membership jackets in the broken hearts club. What color do you want and what size?

I'll take a small blue bomber jacket, thank you.

I lived so long with the knowledge that she was NEVER going to love me like I wanted. I felt stuck because I wanted so much more and tried and tried to draw it out of her.

Can so relate. When I think back I see a lot of me wanting affection from him that he just wasn't willing to give. Even in MC, he said he wouldn't do X-thing because it wasn't him. The MC told him taht it would be so much better if he were willing, etc.