So the rope is laying on the ground. I will not be thinking about what happens next. The worried look in her eyes as she kissed me goodbye last night sayd a lot.
She had plenty of opportunity the first have of the day to talk to me. She didn't and I did not expect her to. She may be fearful to find out what my plans include. The next 3 days she would have plenty of time to decide between the fear of losing me or the fear of failing the R again. Little that she knows that the latter should not be scary at all. Thanks to continuing support here I am certain that I can pull that off. I have the patience and will to make it work this time. I also have the strenght to leave her should she choose that.
Earl is going to ruin her party tomorrow. It will probably be cancelled. Too bad, I actually liked the idea for her.
I have 3 days to do what I want. I will clean up the yard, clean the house, do laundry and have everything sparkling when she comes home Sunday morning.
I will enjoy the Labor Day weekend one way or another.
