I hate this. I am a perfectionist and a bit of a control freak and feeling out of control drives me insane. Like I said, it really eats me up, but I'll do what I need to. I so tired of feeling like everything I do is wrong. Wah Wah...I know, but I'm just being honest about how I feel.
Me: 34 H: 34 DD: 3 M: 8 yrs H moved out Oct. 2008, "not happy" "don't know what I want" "will always love you, but not in love with you" PA Bomb: April 5, 2010
