In light of John28's thread tonight, I want to say I love my wife very much, I'm not against her in any way. I'd seriously would give my life to her. I Love her. However, it's not my choice or within my control to change her feelings except to change my actions to be someone that I wasn't during our marriage, Do I regret this fact? Yes I do, does it mean I'm going to roll over and take anything I can get? NO WAY. Why?
Because I need to focus on me, I need to focus on me! Not for her, but because this is who I need to be. MY life right now = shitty, but gettin better..Know what I mean?
