A new beginning to an end

[ClingingToHope]

Reacting to something G450 wrote above -- about loving again but not as deeply.

I think someday I may fall even harder for someone. The more I look back and the more I see how STBXW began pulling away in 2002.

I lived so long with the knowledge that she was NEVER going to love me like I wanted. I felt stuck because I wanted so much more and tried and tried to draw it out of her. When she tells the girls she wasn't capable of giving me what I wanted ... I see more and more that that's true.

I'll never be 25 again and in the prime of my life ... but I may find someone who deep down does love me ... and if I do I may fall harder than ever.

That can happen to anyone. We're on this board for a reason. There is better out there.