I have to say, you are going to lose more and more support here. You are not listening to anything except when someone says ther could be something positive to your W's actions. Everything I just read is her manipulating you, why cant you see it? you continue to mind read, its lke I said a week ago she is going to keep playing oyu until your Retro weekend. I thought my W was good at playing me, but your W takes the cake and you eat it up!!! I am not saying dont have hope, but your expectations are far above your hope meter, this is unhealthy. Stop saying it feels sincere, you keep telling yourself that you are doing things to get your W back, in reality you are under her control. I want to offer my opinion but I am starting to feel very redundant here, there is a reason some of the "vets: dont post here anymore, and these "vets" have succeeded in their goals, and you dont listen. If you dont start now, right now with what you need to do, as I have said before you will be more hurt than you can even imagine.
