Not sure where to start, or end. WAW?

[john28]

You're right that my goal is just to get through these two weeks without any further damage to the relationship. That and GAL, start to detach more.

She called just now to ask about something concerning S4's drop off tomorrow. We talked a little about today. Spoke how it was difficult to be friends in a situation like this when we can't or won't tell everything to each other, after all the hurt that is going around.

W also mentioned the fact that yesterday I didn't return any of her calls in a timely fashion, her many calls and texts, and that has never happened in our 5 years together, not even once.

At the end of the conversation, I don't know why, but I temperature checked. Probably a mistake. But, she revealed that she still had hope for us, dim, but it was there inside her.

She has given me no indication there was any hope until now. She may just be playing me, probably, but it seemed very sincere. She was crying when she said it. I've come to notice when she is playing me pretty well now since all of you point it out everytime, but this time it really felt sincere.

I have hope, but I must keep no expectations.