It was tough, I started to get teary but I kept it in. W offered a shoulder, pooey told her I will be fine. Kept the kids for a while, W was running late so I took them to McD's and let them have fun. W texted me she was at the gym told her we were still at McD's. SHe said I will come there. She showed up and sat across from me. She was more upbeat than me, obviously I had just put my oldest pet down 3 hours earlier so the PMA and Cary Grant attitude was absent. She could tell I was not very talkative. SHe asked me if I broke down I said nope. She then asked if i was with her during the procedure I said yes, and you didnt lose it, nope.
I was a bit cold D fell asleep in my lap at McD's when I wasnt looking the W took a pic of her asleep in my lap and texted it to me. I smiled and said thank you. We all walked out and S kept saying he wanted to go home with daddy, I told him he could spend the night with daddy this weekend. I strapped sleeping D in and then S. S I love you daddy and gave me a big hug. I told W Cya, and walked over to my truck and left.
Tough day today, wasnt as cheery in front of W, if I tried to be i think it would have come off too fake, she knows how I feel about the dogs and it would have looked funny. She did get on my FB page from her phone while we were at McD's and I had a funny quote on there "Gator needs his GAT". she asked who Gator was I just started to laugh and said you wouldnt get it. She then asked some more and I simply said its a quote from a movie. Then she left it alone.
