Thks hurtinhartford. You're dead right about seeing others' situations more clearly.My nose is far too close to the glass for me to see my own.I just so much want the situation to improve, we'd so many good years, were great friends and had a happy intimate life.In such a short time, I've become an enemy, an obstacle, a non-woman. I want to understand, but I suppose, when it comes to humans, there is nothing to understand.
Ok, I must get up for school tomorrow, so to bed. I wish you all the best in your quest. We have to keep hoping and acting positively. 'Night.
NotCrackingUp


Me: 46
H:42
Together for 18 yrs, married 14.
3 children: 2 girls 13 and 10, one boy 7.
Husband had affair, ended it and then decided on separation.
Separated 08/2010