I know what you mean! Of course, it's a little easier to swallow when he's always been that way - even when I was the light of his life.

On another note....he just came home from work...walked over to where I am sitting and kissed me and asked how my day was. I know that doesn't sound amazing but.... first time in a LONG time that he's done that! That hasn't happened since the bomb!!! Or even before the bomb. Hmmmm.