So I will keep the line of communication open, but communicate sparringly with something relavent to my W. Her b-day is next week so I will send a simple b-day card. If she is watching she is only taking the temperature via email and all of my eamils have been positive (180 due my poor patience in the psat). I was probably pushy with the open invitation for a coffee or a coke. So I made a mistake and I am taking a new direction
I am working on GAL, joined a gym and lost 50+lb through grief and sweat, which was a goal of mine.... the lost pounds I mean. I need get into something that interests me and gets me excited for me and for future catnip opportunities either with my W or if not meant to be with someone else.
My dilemma is that my W and I do not have children, she moved to a different town and her friends are her friends and not necessarily mine. So I really do not know how to get her attention in the future if she does not initiate communication. So that is why I am being cautious with my emails.
I feel like I am on my W's goal line and it is 3rd and 10. It will take patience and a planned and deliberate series of plays to advance to my goal line. No Hail Mary here...
