Until you come to a conclusion on what you want it's going to be hard to answer your question.

How to deal with it? Deal with yourself first. Get a handle on what you want and need. Be logical about it first then deal with the emotion of it.

So answer that question first....WHAT DO YOU WANT?

T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!