I too was the sole provider in my household for a very long time.
I keep telling you to stop trying to control the train. That includes calling the courts to see if something was filed.
Bobby - you are chitting brinks right now and it so apparent in your post. You will need to face this fear head on.
Do you think that you will survive the D? I know you will but do you?
Bills, bills, bills - we all have them. You will do the best that you can. That is all that you can ask of yourself. All that anyone can ask of you.
Your emotions are a wreck right now...I know dude I have been where you are.
When you finally let go...a peace will come over you. It is this letting go that is sooo hard. You want answers and you want them now. Think about this for a second..
Do you know if you will wake up tomorrow? If you did what would you do? I bet...you would live YOUR life to the fullest.
Do you know if you will have a job tomorrow?
Do you know if your car will break down tomorrow?
Do you know if YOUR wife may change her mind tomorrow?
Do you know if YOUR kid may come to you in a year and say she wants to live with you?
Do you know what your life will be like in a year?
Really Bobby what do any of us really know?
Rather that THINK or PROJECT the future why not try and live in the moment. Live for today. Live and be happy right now.
I am not sure if you are spirtual man...if you are what does the bible teach us about worry?
Let it all go Bobby...stand up today and just say that today I;m gonna say f it. Today Bobby will try and be happy. Today Bobby will give up control. Today
Yes today....
Bobby will.....
Just live!
God Bless Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
