Wife filed for divorce...Is there still hope?

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Coach,

I always appreciate what you have to say, but I have to disagree that I am playing the victim.

I wish it was as easy as you make it seem to to just find a job. I am doing everything I can to find one. It is so frustrating to have everyone tell me to get a job when all I do is look for one. If only you and everyone could see what I have done to locate a job all this time. I have had countless disappointments, and yet I have never stopped trying.

I am not making excuses. I am describing that I don't know why I have not been able to find one.

I mean you no disrespect, but it is not as black and white as find a job and get a place.

Selfishness drove my W to her choices, not me playing the victim which I am not.

There is no wind, nor paddles, so I have been using my hands. It is awfully slow going this way.

I am not here to convince anyone what I have done to find a job, but I am doing everything possible.