IB, Your bomb was dropped within 7 days of my bomb drop. We both have been in this mess roughly the same amount of time. I totally get how you feel. Man it is tough some days, I have had a very rough last 7 days or so. Every day seems like you have to relearn detachment and you get tested when you seem like you are least ready for it. I know it hurts. I also know that each time you get this pain, you are growing stronger. This is the strength that will carry you forward. Sorry if that is not what you wanted to hear but I want you to know you are far from being alone with how you feel. This stuff is very, very hard. But you will make it and it will be ok. You did not ask for this journey. But I see it in you that you will come out a much stronger better IB than you can even see or imagine right now. You are not a quitter, in a society with so many quitters. Stand tall knowing that no matter what happens just as SA has told you. You have got great people with you here. Who does your H got? Nothing,Nada, surface people. No thank you please. People who only care about themselves. Hang in there.
