The worst Father's Day ever!

[sandycay]

Well I am not that familiar on the stock price of herion these days, Kerry! So I can't even gander on that one.

FFG and I will be getting back to a point where time together is way less with school and kids in session and soccer season for most of our kids.

I have told him that although I don't require firm plans most of the time that I do need a scheduled date every now and again. Not assumed. His schedule rotates with his work and so his time with his kids rotates as well.

I sent him home yesterday with a "see you on Saturday". That is our next scheduled "date". Although he did say he wanted to come by and see D play at her soccer tournament this weekend.... so we will see.

He works Friday and Monday, Tuesday but has been off the last week and a half.

It seems when I pull back and do my thing ...the texting and calling on his end picks up a little bit. Absence makes the heart grow fonder?

I still have to catch myself regarding being in a long term marriage versus a long term relationship. I haven't dated as an actual adult in the age of texting, emailing, cell phones, and FB. It's hard not to put the same expectations on the relationship. I am learning and growing though.

Kids started school today. I really wanted to send EXH the yearly picture I take of the kids but I stopped myself. I don't know if it will cause him more pain to see how much they are growing. The last two text I have sent him (two weeks ago) regarding his mail have gone unanswered by him. So I figure he wants no contact so I am conflicted on what to do with that.

The up note is I got a notice in the mail that he finally forwarded his address..... 9 months after moving out so I won't have to contact him about mail anymore!