I'm worried that he isn't getting it. I told him in no uncertain terms that I wouldn't talk about our M right now. But I'm feeling anxious that he's going to start.
How do I stop having the battles in my head? I've already had our evening conversation over and over and it's not even 3pm yet. I'm trying not to predict or anticipate and just wait things happen but I'm so used to preparing for the worst it's hard to just sit back and relax. Does that ever really happen?
AJM, thanks so much for everything. I hope you keep coming back because I'm sure I'm going to flub up sooner rather than later.
Til then, Doodi
"I feel like Rocky in the fifteenth round, beaten beyond recognition, when I realize, the only person I've been fighting for is...myself."