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[john28]

TH - I realize that this is not a healthy relationship for either of us.

I've accepted that, I really have. I know that the M I was in is not one that is good for either of us.

I'm attempting to embark on a voyage of rediscovery of myself, knowing what I need to do to get where I want to go. I can do that.

I also know that my W must do the same.

That's the M I want to have. Not the one I have now. I love my W, and I know that through the 5 years we've been together both of us have turned each other into bitter, shrivled shells of ourselves that neither of us like. We've done that to each other.

But, we're also better people than that on the inside. I'm not begging and hoping my W will come back, I'm hoping that the woman I know she is inside of her will come back. She wants the same from me.