Not sure where to start, or end. WAW?

[gr8 day 2B alive]

I think the gist of this is - she can't figure me out. She knows I'm changing or something. She doesn't get it. She just knows something has changed and she doesn't know what. Her motivations behind that - I don't know, I'm not her.

I'm doing something different. Let's see how this pans out. The crap I've been doing before didn't work.

I'm fully expecting her to do something to try to hurt me. Mediation crap, saying something hurtful, whatever - I'm expecting it.

john

I haven't read your whole sitch but I have been here long enough to know by reading this post that you are still very angry at your W. Your angry b/c she doesn't "get it". All these changes you made for the better and she STILL has woken up.

Stop making it about her and what you THINK she may or may not do.
It's unhealthy for you and not productive.

I'm sure you heard you need to detach. Research what that actually means. Once you do it your life will change for the better.