My New LBS Reality

[irishblessings]

Eric and Brooklyn -
Thanks for caring enough to post. I promise I don't flinch from the feedback:) No nails yet - but it's coming this weekend:)

B - you are so right about the thinking vs. stillness! And I think this slide started because I responded to H's email on Monday. Darkness is better for me - the pain and hurt is still too deep/too fresh. The contact - even though it was benign - was too much for me to handle. Stirred up feelings of love, betrayal, sadness, etc. I'm not ready yet to handle. There is a part of me that wonders if I'll EVER be ready to handle it - but right now, I am still too deep in mourning.

I am so thankful for your care and support.

Today will be a better day!