# 72 - Could be better, could be worse...

[AliSuddenly]

Hey K, that all sounds brilliant and has improved things yet again in your R! I think this bit says it all:
"At one point again, he said he doesnt even know how the hell he made the choices he made."

In my own sitch, thats exactly how H sums it up too. Maybe thats true of all returning WAS. Its hard to accept that they could be so dumb and not mindful enough to be in the now and make the right choices back then, or even know why they made them, but seems that is just how it is!

I hope you get to Santorini as I bet that will be another thing to put the icing on this reconciliation and take it to another level as you put it...but what a shame sweets about your dad. Sounds like he is battling on, but that its taking its toll.
Hugs xxx