I was doing well yesterday and most of today. I felt a strong sense of self and self pride and was generally at peace with myself. I felt like I would be fine if she left, and that it would be her loss since I am making myself a better person.
But then tonight, she started to discuss the logistics of her move-out date, that she'd have 5 friends over to help her move. She said that if I felt uncomfortable that day, then maybe it would be good for me to not be home when they came to help her move out.
Ugh, that sent me reeling and into a sad mode for the night
