I'm feeling kind of low this afternoon. And I know what I know, but I need to hear it from you guys, as usual.
OW emailed me AGAIN, accusing me of destroying H's career, etc. I responded and told her that if she really, truly cared about him, she would want him to get help for his problems, and that she probably knew she was nothing but a band-aide to keep him from having to face them.
Now, I know this is true. If my H's career is destroyed, he did it to himself. I'm really not a confrontational person. I can stand up for myself, but deep down inside, even the OW can make me feel things are my fault.
The call from the Inspector General's office this morning resulted in a call from an agent in Little Rock. I'm to resend all my material to him tomorrow. There is a part of me that just wants to give up and quit. Like, what's the use? How can I want someone who doesn't want me?
