I just got home from my first counseling session. I gotta say, it was helpful. I was in tears a few different times, but wow...it does feel good to release some of that built up poison.

Man I did such a good job on Saturday morning giving H his phone back, followed puppy's advice to a T. Then...the anger took over and I let him have it the last couple of days with text messages. Ugh! Sigh! Ugh!

H assumes that I went to see a lawyer today, but no...that was the appt. for my counseling.

The counselor suggesed that I just sit back for a bit and watch what he does - his actions will show me if he's really sincere about coming back home and working on the marriage. If he doesn't move out of OW's house in a timely fasion, we'll know he didn't mean what he said.

I'm so sick of being patient, but what else can I do?

I think I need to pour a cocktail and get in the pool. : )

Me: 34
H: 34
DD: 3
M: 8 yrs
H moved out Oct. 2008, "not happy" "don't know what I want" "will always love you, but not in love with you"
PA Bomb: April 5, 2010