Should I just stop everything? I can't be reading all this stuff on finding my core and correcting my issues if I'm not even close to being detached. Every corrective action is being geared to "saving the M and her"
Honestly, right now, I don't have a clue what I'm doing.
You are having a mind static with over analysis and trying figure out if your left foot goes out in front of your right foot (or NOT!). This is a cue to take a break from this site for a while to get yourself grounded and head cleared.
"Class, it's time for recess. Proceed to the door slowly in one line and no pigtail pulling!" *eyeing Steady as in "don't even think about it" with Sunny*