When you enter this part of the river (good analogy) things start to calm down a little bit.
Wonka is laying it out very nicely for you. The detachment process and then self realization and then self actualization.
They are all a process CD.
The calmness is giving me too much time to think (see "analyze")
Why am I having so much trouble detaching? Personally, trying to preserve "love" in the detachment is messing me up.
I'm trying to do all three stages at once.
Should I just stop everything? I can't be reading all this stuff on finding my core and correcting my issues if I'm not even close to being detached. Every corrective action is being geared to "saving the M and her"
Honestly, right now, I don't have a clue what I'm doing.
