IB, Stop giving a flying fig about what your H thinks.
You're running the show now. So, there's some screw ups, so what. You're not perfect, stop putting that kind of pressure on yourself. Be the best Irish you can be, forgive yourself and move forward.
The only R you need to concern yourself with right now is the one with yourself. The mirror work is hard but you will count that as a blessing.
I can tell you this right now Irish because I've been where you are.
Chin up sweetie, it does get easier and Grit won't have to wear himself out swinging 2 x 4s.
