feeling like H will NEVER want me back - I'm such a screw up, etc. What is MY problem? He has left - he is not coming back - he doesn't want to come back
You have been here long enough to know this is 2X4 territory.
Will you save me the energy of wielding the lumber and tell me what about what you said up there is worthy of
flying lumber?
<<<<<<<<truegritter tiptoeing out>>>>>>>>>
My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am