I appreciate what how you've tried to help me. It's just really hard at this end; I think you know that too. There are so many things to worry about, and being afraid to make a mistake is my biggest problem. Leads me to try anything and everything.
I'm going to try to be smarter about this. I'm not good at relationships, but I need to be better at gauging and understanding women.
Thank you for not giving up on me.
I'm going to keep my mouth shut. Really shut. If she asks about last night, I'm just going to say that it doesn't change what I think I should do.
