Originally Posted By: brenalim
I know it's hard to see right now. Hell, I have to give myself this pep talk several times a day, but you'll get there.


This made me smile, Brena. In fact, all of you have made me smile. Thanks to everyone who has posted here with your kind thoughts and words of wisdom and advice.

I know that both stbx and I hurt eachother and neither of us were the perfect spouse but I am proud that I'm not the one who chose D.

It's 5 hours later and he hasn't written me back. Maybe his L told him I finally retained a L, as well? It prob doesn't matter anymore but I really wonder if he is seeing someone.

My heart is heavy and feels like it's been ripped from my chest. Definitely the pain of heartbreak. Aw. I never thought he'd break my heart. Oh dear Gawd. I haven't had my heart broken since I was sixteen.