I am going to be sure not to look for reactions - that has interferred with my progress before. I have made it my MISSION not to.
I have put hope on the backburner, I feel that has made impacts to my progress as well. She said she was "done". Not a lot of hope to find in that word.
She may notice the change, she may not. Like the way things are now, its her decision. One thing I do hope though...is that she knows I am doing this (going dark, DBing) because I love her and our children..so very much.
