TBH I was wearing grubby sweats and a shirt so I was kinda like GREAT
You should have asked her if she would mind spotting for you while you did a few bench presses because she was interupting your workout
ROFL
It's funny cuz she was like "sorry" I didn't call first and she knocked. On top of this she didn't text either. Of course she looked HOT as hell and smelled good. Just freaking unbelievable how much of a test this is.
My W is 43 years old and is very fit. She's beautiful...always has been, and she doesn't look like she's a day over 30. I'm still hurting and man I see her and regardless of the BS, it's still a reminder of how I should have appreciated her more. Does this mean I'm going to breakdown and chase her or text her or tell her how beautiful she is? HELL NO. It's just a shame that it had to come to this point to wake my ass up. It doesn't excuse her actions but DAMN "You really don't know what you have til it's gone".
I'm almost thinking it might be worth it to just finally pull the I'm done speech(with meaning this time). Just so I can move on completely. All this GAL and fixing myself just gets side tracked sometimes with all her text's and calls(now), and then seeing her again. I mean, I'm no where near the level of Robx confidence, but I don't want to be hanging on with even a little hope anymore. Out there is SOMEBODY that will appreciate my changes and will show me the love I need.
There are a lot, and I MEAN A LOT, of beautiful Women out there...I know that know matter what, when I'm where I need to be, I'll find another. However, it's truly hard to give up, when you really love the one you "were" with.
I say this here so I don't F up and tell her this sh!t.
