I do fake it alot of days. It would be so much easier to go back to my old bad DB days and call ex. Cry to him how much I miss him and our old life. To go back to have just one day with him. But the pain and termoil I went through for 2 years is finally enough to keep me moving forward. And then there is the new man, who is so totally different. And treats me with love and respect. I thank God everyday for bringing him into my life. I pray that I won't hurt him. I pray that it isn't a so called "rebound" relationship. But I am so thankful for him and all that he has brought to my dark world.
And IMHO I really don't know if I'll ever be over my marriage. Till death do you part...I meant it with all my heart.
was theotherhalf M43 H43 M22 T25 MLC/OW bomb 4/07 Hmoved out 8/07 D6/09 Still trying to accept and move on...