I always felt gawky as a kid also. Always thought my friends had so much going for them, and I was this beanpole tomboy. Now, I am much more self confident about my looks. I know I am attractive. I see guys watch me, BUT, I want to run home and hide. I have absolutely zilch, zero, nada desire to be intimate with anyone, least of all a different man. Evidently, this is also something that will pass, or there wouldn't be any couples in the whole darned world.
