Mercury or moon, I'm sure glad it's over! whew, it was a week of trouble. Truck in the shop, flat tire on a borrowed vehicle, wheel broke off the mower deck, sick cows, vet for the horses, Faithful Dog to the vet, issues with staff at work, onandonandon.... now to regroup and get out the humptydumpty glue.
On a good note - H and I communicate more although still much room for improvement H and I have both initiated sex and had good response, but I still call it sex and not ML We do a lot more together but still maintain our own space H is very very involved in my family, so much almost more than me and I could be jealous!
I have to continue to find ways to make the ranch profitable as H continues building his own revenue and has no time for things he did that would bring ranch revenue. It's hard to do while I work fulltime+ in town, I was hoping by now things would get more manageable. I have realized that I find myself waiting for H to do things again, and it bothers me. I think it's better if I take the initiative and just do it - sometimes.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
