Thanks for the posts yesterday! I read them during class (presentation is DONE! 1 thing down...2 to go) and something about the way both of you phrased things helped me see that I was in "ask for more, more, more" mode....that I had gotten away from focusing on all the wonderful things that I have in my life...
SO...while I was in class I sent h an email ... telling him ILY and thanking him for all of his support during this stressful time.
When I picked him up from the train he was JOYFUL -- bubbly, excited, pumped up! said some awesome stuff about out upcoming vacation (end of month), was just darned glad to see and be with me.
I'm crediting the email.
Is it possible that this man just doesn't know how much I love him???
I guess that makes us twins.
Ms. Pam -- how can I not have a positive day when you are out and about???
More positives: 1. h did a bunch of stuff around the house 2. h ran an important errand for me (a gift for someone) and seem really glad to do it 3. h was so loving this AM -- even though he was still half asleep he was totally caring!
Sage
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.
